The house in which I
was born was quite ordinary like a hut. My grandma (mother's mother)
used to live there. Her name was Rukmini, but village people used to
call her ‘Rukhiba'. She was poor and uneducated, but her understanding
and practical knowledge was extensive. People used to seek her advice
on various matters. She was an idol of compassion. Her heart would
melt at the sight of others misery and sorrows and she would try her
best to help them. She was an extremely devout woman. Every night, she
used to go to the Ranchhodji temple and would sit there for hours in a
state of deep devotion. She was completely devoted to Lord Ram. Her
heart was very pure and innocent. Very often in emotional state, tears
would trickle down her face. In that way, she was very affectionate.
Rukhiba’s death occurred
in an extraordinary manner. I must have been about seventeen years old at
that time. There was the lunar eclipse in the month of Vaishakh. She had
gone to the temple after a holy dip in the Sabarmati
River.
She had fever by the time she came home and lay in bed. That was the last
fever of her life. She said that early morning she saw remarkable scenes
in her feverish state. She further described that two men wearing ‘Pitambar'(yellow
colored silk dress) and looking like ‘Sanyasis' accompanied by a woman
wearing lovely silk clothes came near her bed. They said that it was time
for her to depart and they had come to take her away. Rukhiba explained
that she could not immediately accompany them. She had no worldly
attachments. Nor was she sorry that she had to leave her physical frame
and bid farewell to her relatives. She knew that every single person who
is born has to die one day, but she has one thing remained to be done. Her
son was at
Baroda. She expressed her desire to see him once before
leaving her body. Once she would fulfill her final wish, she would leave
happily with them and discard her body in peace.
What she said was hard
for ordinary people to understand but she said that those three persons
agreed to her request and believed in her words. They affirmed to her that
they would return three days later to take her with them. They also
advised her to summon her son from Baroda at the earliest. Acting upon her
utterances, Ramanbhai arrived from
Baroda.
She was still in bed with fever. Seeing Ramanbhai, Rukhiba was satisfied.
She instructed to light a lamp that afternoon. She made me sit by her side
and asked me to recite the ‘Gita'. She talked very affectionately to
everyone who came to see her that day. That very day she passed away after
midnight. She was the first person in my knowledge who had discarded her
body, knowing well in advance the timing of her death.
On that very day, a
potter in the town had a dream that a plane had descended at the outskirt
of the village and three-four divine looking figures had taken away
Rukhiba with them. In any case, Rukhiba had passed away. She left her
physical frame behind. The cage (body) was still there but the bird (soul)
had flown away. Mysterious are the ways of Nature. No one has ever been
able to understand them. Even great scientists with tons of knowledge fail
to comprehend it. Nature continues to function according to its own set
rules. Not a single mortal can escape from its influence. Only he who
seeks God's protection can free himself from its impact and understand the
mysteries of nature.
I too joined Rukhiba's
funeral procession. Her body was placed on the pyre that was prepared on
the bank of the Sabarmati
River.
Rising flames engulfed her body. Sitting on the quiet riverbank, I began
contemplating on the mortality of human body and transient nature of life.
I resolved to scale the highest peaks of spiritual advancement without any
attachment and to judiciously use my discretionary power for the same.