Sankuba, my father's mother, used to help my father in his farming. She
was very brave and hard working. She had a strong physique and hence could
work a lot, diverting water to the field and sometimes even draw water
with huge leather bucket as though it were a child's play. She was
illiterate but her faith in God was evident in her life. In her later
years, she had become more devout.
I knew from my mother that I used to have stomach trouble as a child. I
had a very sharp memory by the time I was seven or eight years old. In
those days, there was a devout man in our village who used to teach
village boys how to perform ‘Sandhya’. His name was Ramtashankar. It was
from him that I also learnt performing ‘Sandhya' as well as the recitation
of ‘Shivmahimna stotra' and ‘Rudri'. Thereafter, it became my routine to
go to the Shiva's temple and perform ‘Sandhya'.
The beginning of my ninth year turned out to be revolutionary. It marked
its presence with a bang of new events that shook my life. It also bought
with it many new messages and a whole new direction. I started my ninth
year on the twelfth day of the bright half of the lunar month of
‘Shravana' and in the following month, ‘Bhadrapad', my father had a severe
attack of small-pox. The heat of small-pox subsided within his body and as
a result, he passed away that very month. His untimely demise at a young
age dipped our family in terrible grief. The shadow of grief cast its
spell on our relatives as well as in our village. Village people grieved
over his death, remembering his good nature and magnanimity.
Inscrutable are the ways of destiny. Who can solve its mystery? One has to
take solace believing that whatever happens, it happens for our good.
There is no other way but to continue our journey in this world. After my
father’s death, God intended a new arrangement for my future. My mother
had two brothers. Her elder brother Ramatashankar was serving as a cook of
a rich family at Chowpatty in Bombay. Close by his place, there was an
orphanage. He proposed to admit me there. He tried for it and I was
granted admission there. In those days, going to Bombay was like going
overseas today and moreover, education was not considered a priority.
Village people did not like the idea but my family stood by the decision
and I sat out for Bombay. At that time, I was studying in the fourth
standard.